i've backed myself into a corner,
and now i'm stuck.
truth is,
i have no idea what i'm doing
in any way.
i hate where i am,
i hate where i'm going,
i hate what i've done,
and i simply hate who i am.
at this exact moment:
i am the worst.

and the stress.
it piles up on me.
the foundation of what i don't care about!
the things that don't matter are killing what does.
but i let it.
i'm horrible..

and you there.
yeah, the one with your head turned.
i don't belong here anymore.
so scoff and snicker at me all the hell you want.
i don't care.
and get this in your head: i am not stupid

horrible, but not stupid.